Emma’s mentioned her crush on Tom Felton in interviews before, but in this one, brought to us by gather, she goes way more in-depth.

“Between the ages of ten and 12 I had a really terrible crush on Tom Felton, to the extent that I would go into work in the morning and look down the numbers on the call sheet to see if he was going to be in.

We love a bad guy, he was a few years older and he had a skateboard—and that just did it really.

He totally knew and the thing is that he’d tell everyone, ‘I see her in a younger, sisterly way’, and it just broke my heart. It still does.”

Poor Emma! Ah well, she’s obviously moved on, considering she now admits to a crush on Ryan Gosling.